Wedgeh of Wonder

I have always been larger than I should be in the breast department. It's never really phased me at all. When I was at school I had friends who were constantly rejoicing and telling everyone about their new, larger, cup size, but I had already been there for a while and felt no need to also tell everyone, it was just, '... and?', to me. When I left school it remained the same, I was never really bothered by them, I didn't think about it at all, but then I remained completely covered up from head to toe in large, black clothes.
About 3/4 years ago I grew out of the head to toe large, black clothes and decided I would dress like a normal human being. I started eating better and gained the confidence to dress slightly better, then I noticed the awkwardness of having large boobs. I seriously think there should be different chest size options on clothes, it would make life so much easier. There are few dresses I can wear and few top styles. Unless it's a tight fitted vest or something, I am screwed. I have to wear a vest top under everything. The tops and dresses I wear all fit and tie up under the bust, but then the bust part of the tops and dresses are only designed for women with either no boobs, or small boobs, so if I was to wear them with nothing underneath, like a normal person, you would see my entire bra. I look like a layering hippie type constantly. Sure, it's comfy, but it's not really through choice, it's that or expose myself.
Bras are irritating as well, only a few places even stock my size and in the past year I have gone down two sizes in the chest and up two sizes cup-wise. They were supposed to have stopped growing about 4 years ago! I am now on a size I refuse to even purchase, as ridiculous as that sounds. But it's a size which is the limit for most stores. What the hell am I going to do if I get bigger? The most crazy thing about this growth, is it's not around the outside through fat, it's the inside functional part. It's really bizarre. Either that or there is actually something really not right going on there.
I find myself honestly considering breast reduction. I'm not in any position to afford it in the slightest, which I guess is for the best, but if it was an option, I think I would honestly take it now. Even with me losing weight and going down 4 dress sizes, my boobs get larger. What the hell? That was not supposed to happen. I really don't understand why they are doing this at all.
Does anyone know of a way to stop growth? Heh.

My tutor has put my puppet and some parts of the set of the last film on display in the degree show at my uni, w00t!

About what aspect or thing in your life are you the most smug?
Submitted by Oink (who appreciates fine thighs).

My house.

My House

I've just made the first final version (it may still be changed after monday) of the soundtrack for one of the short animations I have to make for uni. I've never made a soundtrack before, I'd never even considered doing it, it was never really mentioned in any classes. Bad, huh?
But ja, now I shall animate it...

Balloon man_mixdown 2

What's your best tip or trick for keeping your closet organized? Keep all of the clothes you use outside of the wardrobe on a chair.

Up until 2 weeks ago I thought 'When Will I Be Famous' by Bros was sung by women. I'd never seen the video and I didn't know Bros sung it. I've now seen the video and I still think it's sung by women. 

What's your favorite thing about Monday?

Snow that causes my uni to not open and all the transport to be down, wahey! :D

Lewis Carroll was born on this day in 1832. To celebrate his birthday, show us your favorite character from Wonderland.

Tea Party

Show us a drawing.

Girl

What's the worst way you've ever been broken up with?

The only one I can remember was via text message. But it wasn't so much the worst really, well, it was in that he didn't even have the courtesy to make any effort in spelling, but because of that it was hilarious and really softened any blow there may have been.

I think the text was quite long, but then at the bottom he'd just written 'fuck it u dump'. Ace. I had been dating Tarzan.